True desire seems to have left me high and dry. For the last month or so I really haven't had much drive or desire to accomplish much. I dont know why, it's just the way things are for some reason.Ive got an endurance bike race in a week and really the last thing I want to do is go out and ride. I really need to be training and eating right but I don't want to. I call it the fuckit flu. I seem to have a scorching case. At some point I will get over this, kinda like being reborn. I think...
I guess we'll see. I really would like to sail through summer,I'm not really a summer fan, more of a spring and fall kinda guy, then the big 40 is right around the corner, hopefully I can move out, and save up the money for the Alaska trip at the same time, serious velvet powder up there for snow boarding, so I got that to look forward to, help me get out of this flu funk..
cee ya
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